My doctor visit yesterday had a big impact on me. I have attempted to analyze myself to determine if I was in denial. I did not think I was. I know what I have to fight and have been taking steps to do just that. But yesterday talking with the doctor and his very aggressive suggestions made me realize I have been in denial in regards to the seriousness of what I am facing.
Tomorrow I meet with a cancer surgeon. After I get information from him, I then have a choice to make. Which route do I go? Do I continue with what I have been doing, a modified Gerson? Do I do what the surgeon says, which will either be complete removal and/or radiation or chemo? Or what the Naturopathic Cancer doctor says, a metabolic approach involving enzymes? The choice is mine. If I go an alternate route, I will need to keep the conventional route open. I want to keep my thyroid, but not at the expense of my life. If I go conventional, the alternative world would support me and assist in making it easier for me. They have no hard feelings, they just want to help.
If you look up Gerson or Kelley, you will find lots of warnings against them. This is no longer an academic exercise, this is my life, my decision, and cancer kills.